Be.You.Tiful Is You.What if i let you go?

Hape T'cher's Day!
Thursday, August 31, 2006

hehs.Tcher's day today.hmm..wet weather!well, maybe thats a good thing.hahs.Then was 3 free periods.cause mdm sharifah is invovled with the sec1 Aces days.1st period i was taken out of class for a stroll with Mr Alam-.-'' then 2nd period i was doing the gifts.Then 3rd period we went com lab.was fun.Then Maths.They practically begged to go to lib!hrms.But well,Ended up me and Ahmad playing Chongkat there.ahahks.He such a ejiit.Stupid.Its a Malay culture and Im nopt exactly Malay.I ended up teaching him how to play-.- Then recess.Was in hall.Then was urm.Preparation for my performance.I didnt tell anyone.ahahaks.How cool.Well, danced ballet.Just a small part.Then was off!Go home.Online.Now printing some restricted doc!Dont disturb.Muahs!
Shirlynn.

--You're My Baby Boy Ruzaini--
5:24 AM

Beautiful Agony.
Monday, August 28, 2006

Helus. It has been a week since i updated. ok well, Im fine.(If you're asking.) Well no, i'm not exactly what you think as fine.(define "fine") Anyways, I'm stress. Its 8.52pm.I want to get off at 9pm. ughs. ahahks. haix. Its not like me. Nevermind. Anyways, i have problems with my friends, families and studies. And they are my important stuffs. Godness. When will this war stop? ughs. so anyways. Today was urms. it started out wrong. So wrong. haix. Then became worse. I only started rejoicing after history test. Which i surprising could do.
History test
1. what are some of the social policies of the Nazis which were designed to help them stay in power?(12m)
2. Some Historians call the Nazi Germany a "Totalitarian state".Do you agree?Explain your answer.(13m)
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How?hehe.Well. I got the questions. Then was contact time. Nothing in particular.Then recess.Azhar said this to me "Shirlynn, you look very pretty today."-.- i started laughing and shoot a saractisc remark to him.("I'm sure you're going to say that to every girl you see.")hehs.then was assembly.some clay thingy.quite cool though.Sinying sitting beside me.Hehs. Then was English.Huhu.I have not done my english compo. Then Maths. well, i studied for maths.But no maths test?! ahks.then go home. Went home and start on my f&n.Still stuck.But done.coolness. TML gt chem and physic test.I gtg.Bbyes!Muackx!
Love,
Shirlynn.

--You're My Baby Boy Ruzaini--
5:52 AM

Bored to the core.
Monday, August 21, 2006

Elos.Well, its 9.30pm.Im sleepy. Very In fact! But i have so much work to do.Remind me to go home straight tml.No more copying of homework.Ughs.ahahks.so well, everyday is pathetic.(Not true actually) . well, For a fact that My beautiful Board.Was ughs.Destroyed by adem.My envelop was torned by Adem.And trust him to be my best friend? goddamn it.I'm blind. 4get it lahs.Ahahaks.Niwaes, Im sleepy.Bbyes!muahs.
Love,
Lynno.

--You're My Baby Boy Ruzaini--
6:38 AM

Hey, i'm an imperfect Perfectionist.
Thursday, August 17, 2006

Agree? well, today. had erms, haix mingchang is expelled. how can he be so dumb? haix. then f&n. i was so sick. i had my head on the table and feel like puking. then was maths.ahaks. got homewerk. then was recess. i was walking around and arong with azhar. I was so angry with him! he owe me a top up card. well, i didnt ask for it! i told him take ur time. then he owe Dafiqa a Bilabong wallet. he want to buy now? ughs. and he got $300 bill to settle for his hp! that was why i was so angry with him.haix. Azhar Azhar. then was Social studies. Then was M.t. .then was physic. Physic was fun. cause i understooded.hehs. then after school went home, changed, went back to school at 3pm.
haks
im crying now.
tc.
bbyes.
lynn.

--You're My Baby Boy Ruzaini--
6:01 AM

Everything was a mess.
Tuesday, August 15, 2006

Today. how should i describe it? Horrible? haks. 1st two period was F&n. Did some preparations on the practical exam after school later. Then was Cme, some rubbish. then was English. Stupider. hehs. some brocheres. then Recess. Then, was Maths. I'm so gona flung. Then was Chem, i had fun. well, from thr universal indicator strips only lahs. Then History.The best. hehs. After school, rushed home get things. then went back school did practical exams. we start at 3.15!wat the.then end at 6pm. i went home. The End. My picture of my dishes are there...

Lynno.

--You're My Baby Boy Ruzaini--
6:19 AM

This is Hell.
Monday, August 14, 2006

Heys! this is driving me Nuts. Seriously man. Ahhaks. Well ok, start with my day. Monday, well, it was'nt that bad lahs. Cme was 1st. something about Breaking Ice-Cream sticks. Hehs. Then was Chinese. Hell as usual. Then was History. I super Love history. Me and Adem was Debating about Mee Rebus and The 7 wonders of the world.( Somebody! name me them again? Great wall of China, Leaning tower of Piesa,Taj Mahal, Eiffel towers, Grand canyon, Pryramids...What is the other one?Is it the 12 a'posters, Statue of Liberty,...????). Then was C.T. Hell, i did badly for my test. But well there was retest. Then was recess. ate Mee rebus.But almost Puked cause Aza did something disgusting. Eeks. Then was Assembly.Funny sey!ahah.Niwaes,anyome wana borrow from me "I Robots"?Then well, everyone got back Class Tee. Its ok i guess. Then was English. same person. Then maths!Then Go home!yay.hahs. went home Took a Long long Bath. i wanted to drown my pains. And was my hair with Many many shampoo! hehs. Then went out awhile, then back home pigging out. then! Serious business. work and everything. actually, now i should be doing english now! but i left the paper under the table.Ughs. Now slacking abit. But later need to study. Got maths test, Practical test. then thursday got physic. Stress? No.This is just the beginning of Hell week.
Love,
Shirlynn.

--You're My Baby Boy Ruzaini--
6:21 AM

Im not me.
Sunday, August 13, 2006

Well, went madrasah today. Then Ballet. then went yishun mrt.( btw did i mention that i saw Ms K. ydae? at yishun mrt) so well, took 855 to queensway, took tshirt. went Ikea. then went jurong east. then went imm. then went home. well, actually something did happen to me. lucky Azhar sent me home. it was so bad. haix. so haks. i dont actually feel well. arrgh. ok ok. nytes. bbyes.
Lynno.

--You're My Baby Boy Ruzaini--
6:52 AM

Hey, I can't get to out of my mind.
Saturday, August 12, 2006

Mind you, today sucks. Well actually everyday sucked. I found no reasons for living anymore. hehs. Spoken like a sucidal women. heh. Well, when ballet today. I dont really need to go anymore. Cause i really had bucked up. My dancing is close to perfection. CHEY. ahaks. no lahs. I joined the 1st year for grade 6. but i'm 2nd year grade 6. taking exams next year january i think. (They'll be taking exams next, next year!). Good. CABUT from school again. ahhahks. still practices make perfect rights? So ya, went ballet, then came home. sleep. Well, i better start writing on my compo about the "crefew". I wonder who really bothers about them anymore! ahahks. You know, i really hate people who stares. Well, ya lah. embarassing rights? Wearing Pink ballet stockings walking around. but hello~, its ballet. Not fashion. i don't really care about fashion and stuffs. What comes in my cupboard i'll wear. Well, about my desicion i have'nt told them yet. Well, its not as if we get along well, there's lots of joy and laughter, but most of the time, its just tears and heart-breaking moments. Well, and everyone is typically jealous of us! besides, maybe, we've grown up. There's a time to knw when to stop. Or maybe, you guys already have a candidate to replace me. I ain't surprised. ahaks. Move along? Well friends are pillars of support. But one itself is the only one who controls you emontionally or physically. depends on how we take it. I'm sorry. I'm sorry Dices.
Ms Lynno.

--You're My Baby Boy Ruzaini--
6:01 AM

I'm scared. Will you hold my hand?
Friday, August 11, 2006

I'm scared. I'm scared of losing you. Do you know how much i tried? Do you know how hard i tried to keep you by my side? You were always strong. You never showed your weaknesses. I thought i was strong. But you discovered me. You unveiled me. I feel weak. I thought i was strong. I thought i was strong. What i thought is wrong. I was never strong. i had always been weak. You had always told me that. you had always told me to be strong. But i'm just a girl, with a guy's attitude and sickness. I had always felt blessed. Cause you were there to lead me. Now? I'm lost. I know you're still there.i can feel you. But i'm blinded as well. I don't want to give up on you. I dont want to lose you. But i cant make you happy. I'm useless. i've always hurt you. You said that. And you always say you're tired. Tired of? my attitude. i had always told myself to be optimistc. I guess. haix, You just wont come back..
Lynno.

--You're My Baby Boy Ruzaini--
5:36 AM

Will i ever see, you smiling back at me?
Thursday, August 10, 2006

I'm back from school.Its a friday.hahs. I went home, i went straight to my room. well, sometimes things are to personal to say. haix. so well, went on with my F&N planning. surprisingly, i finished it in like,eh! 1 hr! yay.ahaks.I'm going back for dance. Well dont feel like going. Don't know why. hmm..Well i love dancing. But Miss K. is different. She's boring. She teaches steps that i already know. i shadnt eleborate more. So, later going back to school, give Mdm sharrifah the Planning and off to Dance. I'm feeling Low today. Hope someone would cheer me up. Also, i have very weird decisions in my head. Maybe this is the right time. I'll reconsider it again. There's 2 things i want to do. But if its done, I'll do it with regrets. Like we always say, Let nature take its course.
Bbyes.
Shirlynn.

--You're My Baby Boy Ruzaini--
11:57 PM

ClassTee cum National day.
Tuesday, August 08, 2006

Singapore bday.YAY.hahks.ydae was cool.well.partially.hehks.But i got nothing much to eleborate on the celebration. Except, Haix! On thursday. 10.30am! In 3n1 class For maths book and file checking! Darn it! hehe. Well this things are part and parcel of JWSS. Our purplish school. So 3n1! rmbr that! Hmm.well, today is National day.And its Really cold.i woke up shivering. Wishing someone was there to hug me. Then roll here, roll there, went to bath at only 11am.I cant go out today. Today's family day. Sorry.
shirLYNN
(:

--You're My Baby Boy Ruzaini--
9:23 PM

The Start of something New.
Monday, August 07, 2006

Hey,I'm back to my blog.Well not exactly back. But still alittle under construction.Well like my blog?I think it is alittle to EXORTIC. Rights?heh. Today was Ok I guess. 1st lesson was CME. Did quiz. My Row is the BEST. Then was Chinese. Same usual thing. Then was History. So fun. Then was Class Time. It became English period. Did TEST in music room. Then recess. Well was laughing like crazy. Cause of Adem's joke.About The "Batal puasa". Hehe. Then was Assembly. "Excuse me, Are you a singaporean?". I AM. heh.Then was eng and pc In music room. ROWDY STUFFS. then was maths. File and book checking. thats it.school over.Then after school, was well F&n. Hmm..Nth much to say.ahaks.Well Now i want to go offline. Got English homework, f&N sorting of ingredients. Bag to pack, Dinner to eat, Music to listen! many more!Im packed!
hehehe.
Cant wait for tommorrow!
Lynnolicious`*

--You're My Baby Boy Ruzaini--
4:29 AM